I don't know what to think; a bit overwhelmed. I am scared. I know fear is not from God, but the emotion is still there none the less. I am praying. God gave me this verse; Isaiah 41:10
Do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be afraid, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you; I will help you;
I will hold on to you with My righteous right hand.
I close my eyes and imagine Jesus holding me like a mom would her baby, loving me, soothing me like I did for my children, even though I could not fix all their ailments (not saying that He can not fix me) but at the same time just wrapping me in His love. I do feel that peace, and I can shut my eyes and "see" it!
I do have a peace; and I know that comes from God. He is paving a way for us to be able to afford this, yesterday I was able to get airline tickets $100 each.... WOW; and the house where my mom will be staying is taking a donation of $60 a night, much cheaper than a hotel. There are a LOT more details to be worked out for the kids, but I know God is faithful. He has been challenging me on my control issues, and this has been a HUGE "give it over to Him"; and I have peace with that!
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